I'm in this picture and I don't like it.

Not a Sprite fan I take it

This is too real for me lol

My struggle is that I’ve sorta fallen out of my current friends group since I’ve found myself increasingly contradicting myself in order to make myself “fit in”

I’ve since been learning to be myself more and have at least 2 friends I keep in touch, but oof do I struggle to stay in regular contact.

Then there’s my desire to make friends that share similar interests and the motivation to go through with socializing is just not there 😅

Just send them memes in random intervals

This is why I strive to have friends that are totally fine with me disappearing every few days.

It's why all my friends are ND. They understand, and I understand their needs as well.

same

but i always wondered, if my few "friends" actually think of me as a friend, why do they never initiate contact outside of school or work.....

rsd & depression followed....

Why am I like this

sometimes this can just be burnout caused by the unrealistic and mentally draining demands of our modern work culture