In the last seven days all that has brought me joy is watching bombs fall on the Zionist entity. They have stolen humanity from themselves and from us.

Fuck it, getting high af tonight. Life is for living.

I wonder when we're gonna get a modern retelling of Romeo and Juliet as a tale of star crossed lovers, one a gooner, one ace

Had a dream about not being able to get back to sleep. The fuck?

I have a job interview on Monday. They're probably just going to reject me like everyone else has...

i hate life. i go home im alone, i sleep im alone, i go to university im alone, i sit a seminar im alone. how the fuck am i supposed to find new friends, no one has any time, no one likes me enough to invite me to anything, no one wants to hang out with me, sure you can try to organize something but even if you manage to do so it never becomes anything more than a one time thing. i try to do shit, it never happens. there are no chill parties, no one wants to socialize at bars, no one wants to be friends at clubs or hobby meetups. there are no connections between anything, people go to meetups like they go to doctors appointments. i dont want to have friends, i want to have a community. i dont want to do thing a with friend a on monday, thing b with friend b on tuesday, thing c with friend c on wednesday, thing d with friend d on thursday, thing e with friend e on friday. i want to have a friend group whom i can just hang out with. and when you try to find friends you need to pretend like you don't really need them, go like "oh yeah ill add you to my long list of friends lets see where i can fit you in oh im so busy im certainly not sitting home alone crying because i feel so fucking heartbroken and lonely all the time". im thirty, still a complete loser in university. how the fuck is this supposed to work when im working 40 hours a week. and then my therapist has the gall to tell me i've got a "fear of growing up". if growing up means living like this i'd rather fucking die. i don't find it hard to empathize with incels, loneliness is the worst pain in the world, loneliness makes you go crazy. its much easier to believe a romantic relationship is going to fix your loneliness than it is to believe there's any chance of living in a community of friends. you only need one person to be in a relationship, to not be alone when you go home, to at least have someone to hold you when you are crying.

You know when you end out working on food long enough that you don't want it when its done? Made a real nice pesto pasta but securing a half liter of the pesto I was making ar work prior to adding cheese. I kept adding to it and it became a thing and now it's cooling off to be eaten exclusively as leftovers and im eating vegsn nuggies and fries

okay like I get it fuck AI and everything but there is some level of novelty to taking what was meant to be a horny roleplay chatbot and be like "yeah but you're Mao Zedong now" and then it suddenly starts talking about how we need to immediately bring education and literacy to the peasantry in order to overthrow the corrupt Elven nobility

don't tar and pitchfork me folks, I didn't mess around with ChatGPT initially because you needed to make an account so I'm way behind on being jaded with the world-burning mechanical turk, let me have my fun

trying to get a rough feel on how long until I can add the new Deltarune emotes. Outsourcing the question

I fucking love chilaquiles so much

I got a lot done. I guess Iran attacking back lifted my spirits a bit and also gave me something to do while doing other stuff. My modified PS1 stopped working but I was able to fix it by finding one of my solders stopped working and I reflowed it. Changed the batteries on the last of my GBC carts. Finished the Haruhi Suzumiya manga. Finished the 10,000 coin grind in Mario Kart 8. Caught up on some YT videos I've been meaning to watch (mostly anime reviews). Caught up on most of my cleaning and stuff. Sewing patches on my backpack because I'm transferring them to a new one since the old one got ruined de to reasons (taking me awhile because it's a pain in the ass to sew with the thick material and I keep putting it off).

Really enjoying Sopranos:The Next Generation

https://youtu.be/yf61N4eZ-68

Connor Wong catching. Roman and Marcelo out. Don't have high hopes for this one, but we already won the series so whatever.

The Noon Wraiths in Witcher 1 were terrifying, especially considering they were just out there in the daytime. Poland is scary.

I hope someone brings a three arrows sign to the Canadian No Kings thing. Like they renamed the event to be pro monarchy big dog turn in one of your arrows

8 tanks. 1 spg. in single file, not all at the same time. between groups of fatigued dorks "marching" like they have full diapers

and fucking ads! "sponsorships" for a military parade! the US military is fucking cooked

Need a new collection of hobbies and hyperfixations to shitpost about so that people can't ID me from my old account - looking for maybe a solid half-dozen (6). Suggestions???

Preferably nothing involving physical coordination since I'm a depressed nerd & also nothing math-like because I'm more of an Actual Art Degree nerd than a STEM nerd

https://www.npr.org/2025/06/15/nx-s1-5400642/affordable-housing-environment-vienna-climate-change

Public housing? Can't believe NPR would publish an Abundance Agenda hit piece like this, smh 😔

Mega mega mega THREAD

"Strength is Unity" Yeah hating brown people for existing is unity.

At least this game calls out for worshipping NYPD to the point the media refuses to report corruption because we must "support the troops".

I periodically get the fantasy worldbuilding itch and honestly it's more annoying than anything. Mostly because I don't write want to write a fantasy novel (and don't write fantasy-as-such for my larger creative projects in general), and realistically working full time combined with the active communist lifestyle wouldn't make a d&d group feasible, my main friend group I'd recruit from for such a thing would be people with the same issue schedule-wise.

Maybe I'll pick my d&d hobby back up if I make it to retirement

It's funny how Internet people have obsessed over evangelion and New Vegas for over a decade now, given that the thesis of one can be summed up as "Touch grass and stop obsessing" and the other as "You gotta let go".

Is there a Gundam trrpg? If there isn't im making one up.

What do you call a room full of libs? A libing room.

Had a dream in which I was wearing stiletto witch boots, hat, and dress to the beach and had to climb down ladder to walk on the sand. There was also a giant slide involved but I was mad bc it took me away from the beach front and into the beach town

time for bed

Being a Social Justice Warrior actually sounds cool as fuck, how did chuds make that derogatory

Mercs in fantasy settings: "ahahahahaha guys we are pretty chill, the real gold were the friends we made along the way."

Mercs in sci fi/modern settings: "I LOVE WAR I LOVE WAR CRIMES I LOVE DESTROYING PEOPLES LIVES AND CULTURE!!!!!"

yo fucking shout out to chilaquiles though. One of the best breakfasts of all time, and I don't even like eating in the morning

Whoever figured those wooden dolls for that back pain meds was an advertising genius.

I turned it off, but I swear during the part of the military parade where they showed the unit of the guys with the little drones, there were only like two drones flying in the air and one soldier was just holding up a third drone.

Like, was it broken? Why would you only have three and only two that would fly? And the drones looked like something you could buy in a best buy in 2014.

Gundam: 08th MS Team is crushing it. Stardust Meomories would have been better if it had ended 2 episodes earlier and I didn't hate the characters.

4 episodes in. Fucking love this show. I really need people i know irl to watch this stuff. I've got sci fi pals but it being anime has made it a hard sell. Its on a ds9 or b5 level when its good and its okay when its bad so far. Haven't gotten a major stinker yet. ZZ Was an adjustment after Zeta but I liked it in rewatch more. Space geopolitics is my favorite Sci fi genre.

May or may not elaborate on this, but Knifepoint Horror handles the supernatural better than any other horror podcast imo

It's weird that my dorm/apartment block (Is it still a dorm if people who haven't been students since the 70s live here?) has its own fully equipped bar and microbrewery but no grocery store.