Conductor on the commuter rail today has a sweet old timey conductor hat

Bike rode great with the re-built free wheel. Set a (admittedly modest) distance record of 12 miles today. Haven't done that since I was a skinny energetic teenager with no drivers license.

What if a guy digging from China reaches America, but no one notices because they're distracted by the balloons? what then?

I cooked my social media algorithms. I keep getting NATO leftists and liberals left-bashing and praising Gavin Newsom.

Remember, when it comes to guerrilla urban warfare: pop one and run.

it is september 6 and stalin saved the world from fascism

how important is it to remove bullets from wounds really

New Anime & Manga discussion thread nerds https://hexbear.net/post/6011723

Long live the Cork Soviets!

Just found out how the Dune miniseries did the Fremen eyes, it was 2000 and doing it digital still cost too.much so they had UV reactive contact lenses made and had a blacklight shine on em

I should get "Big if true" print boxer shorts. It works either way.

I fly now?

I fly now.

Boo position I wanted rejected me, like bro don't give me "it's not you it's me" email. Dumbass company using ai to write their damn rejection letters not worth my time.

:::spoiler had an hour long conversation with my ex over the phone. She spilled everything out to me, we touched on things from a long time ago, from a little bit later, etc. Her fears, as i figured, and so on. She is set. I need to change, which is understandable, but the timelines were hard to promise. She wants me to be someone she can still look up to. I want to be someone she still looks up to. I think I am, I just had a bad year. There's still so much love in her voice. I had my chance to be thankful for everything. I told her everything i missed about her. She was careful not to make me think there's a chance to get back together.

I told her the thought of her dating again hurt, she told me I shouldn't worry about it. There is literally no one around here, except people i dont really want to see. People came out to show support, but it wasn't very deep and meaningful, which turns out was the same for her.

I didn't tell her what i was doing with my day. I'm going to the Mamdani Town Hall today. I've already gotten the ball rolling with my change, and it'll start by being where people are.

Marvin Gaye's Wario equivalent, Warvin Straighte

reliving the disappointment that alien franchise shit sucks eggs after Aliens

i havent seen romulus yet but between Earth and Aliens theres like a dozen movies and they all SUCK

Wait the speaker of the house actually tried the trump is a white hat pedophile line?

Lil bro def not escaping samsara

Private insurers get the wall.

:::spoiler Women hold up half the sky but with men they hold 120% of the emotional weight

So before the Town Hall yesterday, my ex got her chance to clearly lay everything down. I was correct in my analysis, and also correct to think that already long standing concerns of mine were the problem. I am better motivated to face these, but we're talking stuff that pans out over timelines of months. She can make the choice to trust her intuition again, believe me either capable of changing or not, or see it. It left me really clear headed, and determined. I have things to change, but also a future I wanted to work towards.

But the best came after the rally. A friend of mine had come back for the weekend. I was supposed to be there to see them before just jumping onto the rally, but meeting out in a bar some miles away was fine. I had the chance to share what was happening, but I'm really appreciative to speak with some women about every thing. Both were wives, coincidentally, They were my friends, and they were wives? I dont know how to frame this correctly. But it felt like I had more to gleam for their perspective. Like a few others have said, I had the healthy view on what to do next. Endlessly appreciative to them for taking some time with me.

More importantly was the social aspect. I had no one to see or hang out with out here, not in the drop-in/drop-out nature that i was looking for. Small things that make me push myself to be more active, present, and involved with myself in my own life. It just sucks that we need people in our lives but life and the environment make that difficult. That sometimes paid spaces are all we have to come together in. The good news is i'm now working with a refreshed image of my social circle, some how maintained despite being negligent towards it. No one hates me or anything, sometimes we accept that life pulls us different directions and we wash ashore where we started.

It still hurts, but like a wound does when you acknowledge it and sit observing it, it's a spiritual or spectral kind of hurt, of knowing that this is pain, even if it doesnt actually hurt.

Just remembered a bit from way back playing through the mgs games with a roommate where Solid, Liquid, Raiden, Solidus and Big Boss thought that snakes were turtles. Also Ocelot has never had anything going resembling a plan and just allies with anyone who wants to and double crosses them whenever it's funniest.

Fellas, is it okay to brush your teeth with just water?

Mixed bean tacos, it has 3 beans in it

I feel like staying up this late to semi lucidely post is like punishment for me, dealing with frustrations is difficult but I gotta sleep and sort somethings out in my dreams.

finally watched zoolander and while some things aged bad it was still I got to watch it .My main problem is I have to stop myself from talking like him with how goddamn impressionable I am. I don't think it's a bad thing to be honest just means I gotta be chose-y with the energies I surround myself with.

Alien franchise is probablg responsible for a lot of misconceptions about how acid works

Listening to Sufjan and this is the most sorrowful shit I’ve heard in a minute

I've started to release some covers to cope with the everything going on in my life, i'm currently working on the drum programming for my next one.

not expecting much, dont really believe there's much audience for my song choices, and i'm using my real name, so fuck it, time to expose myself to the horrors of the internet.