Thanks for the response! That was insightful. I think what you said about being on a situational low speaking spectrum is really helpful. Since that feels fitting for me? I like it. It does feel worth shifting my choice of words for that distinction since, I'm not physically incapable of speaking. I can speak and say things, yet like, not exactly? It just feels more like I have a filter on my speech that just garbles everything and it just really makes it difficult and , and because of that, I'm just really use to communicating other ways besides speaking because of it. But I can speak just with difficulties, and so saying im non speaking just doesn't feel right. It def. would be worth for me to like reach out or at least read materials from advocates at the very least. Since in a way I just feel like im in a sort of odd spot? but seeing it as a situational low speaking spectrum helps a lot and I can also see how selective mutism applies to as well.
I think shipwreck has some right to be concerned. I don't know about the timeline prediction, but while this isn't on Iran, more so related to Ukraine and Nato, this is worth a read https://thetricontinental.org/newsletterissue/nato-ukraine-nuclear-crisis/
venting about my dad again cw: alcoholism
My dad fell down, today while he was out doing stuff, he was at like some event. it's also hot out today to. and of course he still just drinking and not even bothering to drink any water while it hot out again. I don't know why he acting like this is normal. He's lucky there were firefighters nearby.
It is done and now I can sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep
Some of the gameplay elements haven't. I wanted to do psi stuff but like, I heard it wasn't great. and so im just using things like psi to buff other stuff like strength or agility and stuff. but like, sometimes hitting enemies with melee, they tend to like, not be able to be hit at times and its a little annoying sometimes. It's mainly like the small enemies that have that issue. but other than that, it's pretty okay! except like the hacking minigame. It's very bleh.
I think so? Chapter 15 of Das Kapital Vol 1.talks a lot of machinery and modern industry and section five "Section 5 - The Strife Between Workman and Machine" might be what you're looking for? I'm not sure, I'm like on three hours of sleep right now. But I think Marx def talks about some of this stuff at least in that chapter in general. Either there or in like later chapters in volume 1
Close Encounters of the Third Kind, it's just like too much
All those shrimps are so so cute
Happy new years!
Nice and doesn't Real Madrid have a match soon? And oh, I heard of FIFA! And I hope you and others you care for stay safe