[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 40 points 2 weeks ago

Sometimes the only reason I get up in the morning is to spite the people who wanted me to be dead already

[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 49 points 1 month ago

There was a school shooting near where I live and it didn't even make the news, it was just an email to the parents of the district.

[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 43 points 1 month ago

Counter argument, what better thing is there to do than play Mario Kart while hitting the Mario Cart?

[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 45 points 4 months ago

Calling the cops is for moments that you are sure the situation would be made better by someone being shot.

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submitted 5 months ago by LeylaLove@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

I've never touched a more broken piece of shit. Bought the game for my kid's birthday because he wanted Little Big Planet. We just got to the first hub world and I've already encountered multiple gamebreaking bugs. If you want to do co-op, the game will infinitely load if you do the first level with more than 1 player. The save data is constantly corrupting. There are multiple parts of said first hub world where you can get stuck and have to do a hard restart of the level. I can't believe I never heard anything about this game being a broken piece of shit when it released

[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 47 points 5 months ago

As someone who was raised Mormon, fully agree. The Book Of Mormon is like if evangelicals got to write their own bible fan fiction. BoM specifically states that people with darker skin were cursed by God. Being against race mixing is still alive and well in the church.

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submitted 6 months ago by LeylaLove@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/2261454

My foster kiddo's birthday is coming up soon, and we got a REALLY good deal on a PS4 for his birthday. I'm buying him used games to go with the console. I asked him to describe what kind of games he wanted and things he liked in games. He wants a split screen co-op FPS where he's able to hunt for rare loot. He wants a looter shooter that he can play with me. Also odd criteria, but he wants games that I'm good at because it's like "watching a ninja". He explained this, and Borderlands is the only game I can think of that has all of it. He didn't mention Borderlands by name, so it's not like I'd be saying no to anything on his list specifically. I'd settle for a co-op split screen FPS we could play, but there aren't very many of those on PS4.

Here is the issue I'm running into though. On one hand, this child is turning 9. He is just too young for Borderlands. However, this child has also witnessed multiple people die of drug overdoses, watched a million rated R movies with his mom, so censoring things feels weird. Like who am I to censor some middle school grade jokes when he's into morbid things as a result of seeing death his entire life? I'm thinking maybe we just make it a game where I have to play it with him if he wants to play? Any split screen game recommendations for us that may be more age appropriate?

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Guess who gets to show up for a shift in full psychosis, they're about to have a mental health awareness day omori-manic

[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 49 points 7 months ago

Xvideos is huge worldwide. Back in my teen years, I literally casually learned Spanish on there while I was jerking off. I told everybody I learned my Spanish by working in a kitchen with Spanish speaking people, but those people had no fucking clue where I got the Spanish

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submitted 8 months ago by LeylaLove@hexbear.net to c/movies@hexbear.net

Title. I've been really enjoying Ghosts so far, it's been a really fun show so far. I'm specifically looking for shows, because I can just pirate a movie in a few minutes, but I'm down to watch anything good.

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submitted 8 months ago* (last edited 8 months ago) by LeylaLove@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net
[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 44 points 9 months ago

At most, Trump being a de facto NATO leader would have slowed down aid given to Ukraine, but that's the most I'd expect to see.

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submitted 9 months ago by LeylaLove@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

I love Rust, probably one of my favorite games ever. However, playing on a normal server is pretty much a full time job. It seems that people either move onto something else or become entirely consumed by the game. Any games that are like Rust but aren't like that?

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Perfect games? (hexbear.net)
submitted 9 months ago by LeylaLove@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

I'm curious what you guys have to say about this. Are there any games you consider perfect? Can a game even be perfect?

My example of a perfect game is always Portal 1. Portal 2 has more going on, but in 1 there just isn't anything to shave off. From start to end, there is nothing I'd change about the game. It's short, infinitely replayable, great pacing. I like Portal 2 a lot in concept, in concept it should be a perfect sequel, but it just doesn't keep the extreme tightness of the original game.

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@ThomasMuentzner@ThomasMuentzner@hexbear.net pointed out to me is that wishing death on Kissinger didn't seem to work. Maybe if we do the opposite, they'll die earlier just to own some communists.

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submitted 10 months ago* (last edited 10 months ago) by LeylaLove@hexbear.net to c/piracy@lemmy.dbzer0.com

I got out of video game piracy for a while, but I'm coming back. One thing I have been absolutely SHOCKED by is how finding PC game torrents is actually kind of difficult from my normal sources. Now it'd be one thing if I just wasn't seeing games, but for some reason Playstation and Switch have far more uploaders and seeders on the sites. This is something that would have been unthinkable when I was into piracy. But from a quick glance, it looks like the Switch has a bigger piracy scene than PCs do right now. This was so extreme I couldn't find a torrent for Minecraft past 1.12. I found a download, but not a torrent. Or I couldn't find any of the old versions of Five Nights At Freddy's on PC, but could find them on other platforms. Things I'd consider true PC staples of the past decade with absolutely nothing popping up in my normal sources.

I'm not asking where to find PC torrents (although I certainly wouldn't mind). Are consoles actually becoming more popular to pirate for?

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submitted 10 months ago by LeylaLove@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

Checked and there was no megathread to ask this question. I play Minecraft 1.6.4. So yeah, old version. I am able to get GREAT performance on this version, with no issues at any point, pinned at 60fps at any point. However, I can reboot the game and it will randomly be at 15fps. I have the game set to only take 3.5gs of RAM, it's set for 32 bit and is PLENTY for vanilla. However I will randomly reboot the game and it will be running like absolute shit. What do you guys think?

[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 48 points 11 months ago

Never give up the grift

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submitted 11 months ago by LeylaLove@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

That's it. If you haven't played Sleeping Dogs, do it. Easily one of the best games I've ever played. Great art direction, the best driving I've seen in an open world game, and combat that makes Arkham look incomplete.

[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 51 points 1 year ago

I haven't watched Firefly in quite a while, but I generally agree with your criticism. I think the western-ness could have been really interesting if the show had more to say about colonialism, but it doesn't. The show makes fairly milquetoast observations about the west and does very little with them. They're just a cool backdrop to Wheadon. Sci-fi as a genre is one of the few genres I do not think normal libs are capable of writing well. Sci-fi is based in rejecting the status quo, dreaming of a new, better future. Post-modernist irony has essentially ruined lib's abilities to do this. They recognize the American war machine as awful, they recognize a million different issues in the world. But we're widely met by snarky apathy on these subjects, where what's wrong in the world is an unchangeable constant that we shouldn't exert energy fighting against. Plus, being within the imperial core takes away from their ability to even percieve persecution. They can imagine vaguely dystopian future, but can't imagine good enough backing to make the world anything more than a YA book like Divergent. All they make is a hellish world with very little resolve, with no real solutions. The lack of resolve can work, but libs generally don't like it in their stories. I could get into signifiers at this point, but I don't want to.

George Lucas is actually a good example of this. While I don't think he's a socialist, the rebellion fighters of the Star Wars universe were apparently modeled after the Vietnamese fighting American invasion. For all of the questionable implications made throughout the movies, one thing is clear. The imperialists are the bad guys, people fighting for self determination are the good guys. Even though the empire is almost an unstoppable force the rebels will pretty much never take down, Star Wars argues that fighting that hell is the resolve and it is worth it. True freedom in the Star Wars universe isn't making peace with the unstoppable force, or just arbitrarily overthrowing it with good guys. It's about fighting for your stake in the world around you. There is still a resolve here. There is still understanding of who would be on the bottom or top in the sci-fi realm

Let's compare this to what I'd call bad lib sci-fi. Divergent is fucking ASS. People are arbitrarily split into 5 groups based on a single personality trait from birth, but there are some people who have all 5 personality traits and they're DANGEROUS!!! It's arbitrary sci-fi, there's no world where this makes sense. Classes are completely arbitrary, almost ignored. Race is also ignored. In divergent, scifi becomes an aesthetic, a signifier of what it really is. It fundamentally misunderstands what sci-fi is at its heart and leans into what people think sci-fi is. I think this is why Wheadon moved onto Marvel

[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 41 points 1 year ago

I'd label them legends in the sense that they're probably one of the game studios I know by name the best even though that's all they have to show for it. Postal 2 for as bugged and edgy as it is, is an extraordinarily famous game.

[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 48 points 1 year ago

I respect veterans, love people who fought on /r/ChapoTrapHouse

[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 45 points 1 year ago

I can at least understand why Beehaw did. They defederated from lemmy.world at the beginning because they take moderation pretty seriously and couldn't keep up with the sheer size of Lemmy.world. Hexbear is simply too active within their fediverse to keep up with all the shit that comes along with Hexbear. Even if it isn't users from here being a bit spammy (I'll be honest, it sometimes is though, it was the same when Chapo was on Reddit) the responses to Hexbear users just have a lot more vitriol than is worth introducing into a space like Beehaw.

Beehaw is very cool about applying for alt accounts as long as you haven't been banned and that's one thing good about the fediverse. You are allowed to go over there, but you have to follow their rules. They don't really fuck with instances with open sign up because of how seriously they take moderation there, so honestly dropping Hexbear pre-emptively is fine. They're pretty consistent with how they federate and defederate around their ability to moderate everything.

Idk, I think with federation we have to understand that Hexbear comes with a huge open sign up userbase with controversial opinions. And particularly active commenters compared to the rest of the fediverse. There are some instances we simply are not compatible with.

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