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A pipeline (lemmy.world)

submitted 3 weeks ago by Stamets@lemmy.world to c/adhd@lemmy.dbzer0.com

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[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 3 weeks ago

Same, thou I'm not sure I can wait out the last couple years to 30. Might be fun to have my birthday be my deathday tho

[-] Gasandthefuhrerious@lemmy.zip 12 points 3 weeks ago

You uh...ok? It does not sound fun to have your birthday be your death day :(.

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 3 weeks ago

Life is both pointless AND miserable and it would be fine if it were just one or the other but I'm just so fucking tired of putting effort into a life that I hate living

[-] ZeroAlias@sh.itjust.works 2 points 3 weeks ago

Please don't hurt yourself. You are worthy of love.

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 3 weeks ago

Worthy? I can accept that. The problem is my presence in someone's life would only make theirs worse. Well it would be a problem if I were capable of seeking out a relationship which I'm not. Not even comfortable with hookups anymore. Accepted that love, affection, and intimacy just aren't for me.

[-] ZeroAlias@sh.itjust.works 1 points 3 weeks ago

Relationships aren't for everyone, and that's fine if its your choice and you are actually happy with it. Regardless, life is worth living. It may not seem like it now (I've been there) but I assure you there is a reason you're here. Keep your head up.

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 3 weeks ago

If I start hoping, it's just gonna make everything hurt more

[-] ZeroAlias@sh.itjust.works 1 points 3 weeks ago

No need to hope. Just keep going. I know how it feels and I know I would have said the same in your position but all I can say is keep going. I'm rooting for you. If there is something I can do that will help, let me know.