It goes without saying I love my mom too even if she has trouble saying it sometimes.

My dad talks to the cats with the same voice he used to talk to use when we were little, he still loves us dearly and tells it to us idk I just love my dad for that. My mom is a bit more reserved with emotions but I know she does love us all the same.

Past week went from worrying about my weight to now I got job training did what plasma donations I could to help cover for extra gas and food stuff, might have to spend my Saturdays doing another from time to time but it'll be worth it I hope. Gonna be learning electrical work, plumbing, HVAC, and roofing stuff for free also getting my OSHA 10. 4 weeks of just written stuff and last 4 weeks hands on training 7 am to 3 pm so like a job basically.

I got tempered hopes, college was a bust but at least I've no student debt and the applying on the job market was demoralizing but this might do it for me. Gonna get a fancy diploma at the end and transcripts I can flaunt not to mention skills I can use at home.

Maybe idk I might be looking too much in the family dynamics of what's going on with the absentee husband the weird crush the narrator has and the possible (and I really looking too much here) crush or friendship stacy has with the narrator when all he's interested is her mom as opposed to her. Possibly it's all doomed to go nowhere and for people that exist in this song I'm like it's just a song but it reminds me too much of some people I know.

Better Call Saul, they finally said it after so many seasons let's fucking gooooo

I knew I was onto something here

Dreamt another better call saul dream, dreamt they made a mf jojo's bizarre adventure reference. I pogged pretty hard at that

Stacy's mom fills me with an existential dread for some reason. Frankly I'd prefer to have never heard it before but hear I am playing it and feeling some feels.

I think in my own writing I'm very much adverse to timeskips even from moment to moment because especially when it's two people around each other I think nah there's so much they could be doing or saying to move things along or sus out motivations. I might be asking too much out of myself in my works but it's something I think about a lot.

Guess this is a moot point with how much silence I enjoy with my friends so maybe that'll put my mind to rest on this. I would like to talk endlessly but even I tire not to mention other people have their limits too I find.

I'll submit they change @virgiltexas with @Wmill like this site did the amount of people confused by that would be great

I'm upbearing this, I've no clue how many upbears this has but if it has at least one then you know it's from me

The buses are kinda garbo on the weekend, I'm like 4 towns over and just finished a plasma donation and heading home. Bus here had to sit on the floor and least home I sit on a seat. Rest of buses just been skipping me no clue why, I've still no clue who runs these city or company but they suck.