It's one of my favorite games, I keep wanting to play the sequel but I've got no money to get it plus my computer is dogshit so I'd have to upgrade that first and that costs even more money

aww, that's so cute

I barely have the mental energy to keep myself alive, I couldn't care for another creature

plus I'm flat broke and couldn't afford and the vet visits, shots, spay/neutering, food, etc...

I've been on antidepressants, including SSRIs, before and they just never really seemed to do anything for me, the only thing they did do was give me horrible withdraw symptoms after I stopped taking them

You know that pins-and-needles feeling when a limb is asleep? When I got off lexapro I would get that feeling all over my body for about 2-3 seconds every like 15 seconds, it was awful

My brains broken from years of isolation as a child so I just really hate going out in public and seeing people. I've done volunteer work for a local festival, I've done canvasing for a vegan group, shit like that doesn't help. Having to deal with people all day just makes me want to peel my skin off

All the things that make me miserable are pretty much out of my control

I need money and no one will fucking hire me. I even applied and got an interview for a position cleaning up literal shit at a hospital and they still didn't hire me. They won't even let me clean up doo doo feces to make a living

Can't get SRS without money, can't get FFS without money, can't get out of my shitty ass apartment where they're always cutting the water off without money, this shit sucks

I never manage to stick to routines, if I have one slip up I spiral and it all goes down the drain. I was doing pretty good routine-wise for some of March but all it took was one bad day and all the progress was washed away

Yes, and I've never really fully recovered from it. Eventually I got to go to real school but the damage was done and I didn't really know or understand how to interact with people so I talked to almost no one and kept to myself

I don't have really any hobbies and whenever I try to get into something I lose interest very quickly. I just can't get invested in anything because I have no passion for anything

with 20 of your friends

If you counted up everyone that has been my friend or even just an acquaintance in life I don't think it would hit 20