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[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 17 points 3 days ago

Abolish fishing

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 59 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

transphobic lawhttps://apnews.com/us-news/texas-government-programs-lgbtq-general-news-fc1fb0ef003010fa961e64663a57b11d

Texas city puts 10k lawsuit bounty on trans people using the bathroom, similar to the abortion bounties.

Question for those more in the loop then I am, is this the first of its kind? I don't remember seeing these types of lawsuit laws for trans people before.

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submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

After Yuzu got shut down I'm not sure what this leaves people with for switch emulators. I'm going to try and find archives and will update the post when I do.

Last windows build: archive.org

Slightly older, but has linux and mac builds archive.org

Okay there we go, a github mirror: https://git.naxdy.org/Mirror/Ryujinx

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I am lazy (hexbear.net)

I am a lazy failure who can't do anything. Basic shit I consistently just... don't do. Its embarrassing. I don't even want to list all of it. I have hobby stuff I've wanted to for years that I've just never gotten set up. Homework? More like I'm not fucking doing that. I've been wanting to take steps for months to get myself on hormones and get clothes but have I done them? No? Of course not, because I'm fucking lazy. All I do is rot. Its been this way for a long time, I can't even remember when the last time I didn't struggle with this. And it doesn't feel like its getting better. If it really is my autism I'm not sure how it ever can get better.

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submitted 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago) by BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net to c/neurodiverse@hexbear.net

I'll get this out of the way at the start, there's a good chance its just other things I'm dealing with. I'm autistic, and have semi recently figured out I'm trans. Those changes have made me a little less stable feeling. CW for the rest of this post for talking about many sad things, although I do not feel sad right now.

self harm, suicide, negativity, drug use, eating, etcLately I have been going from extremely happy to extremely sad, or extremely sad to very happy. As an example, last night I didn't care anymore and wanted to kill myself. Today I am on a cloud and genuinely very happy. Nothing materially changed about my situation, no one talked me down, nothing. I smoked a bit of weed, felt better but still like I'd kill myself if I could, and now (the next day) I'm doing great.

I struggled with depression for a while as a teen. I was self harming (something I have sadly gotten back into), hopeless, all the things. Meds never helped, ketamine didn't help, ECT seemed to help? But the doctor thought I wasn't reporting my symptoms normally or whatever so I never was able to follow up and continue. He felt like it was some personality issue (I'm diagnosed with avpd, but now I feel autism + being trans explains it much better).

But these swings happen a lot. I've made some very impulsive purchases while feeling good and just hoped it would work itself out. But is that because I broke from my depression or because I was some flavor of manic? I think when I have one of my swings people are surprised how fast it is. Just like, the way they tend to respond ("oh I'm glad you're feeling a little better" but like no, I feel completely fine now, on my way to feeling great.)

The swings usually last hours or days, although like I mentioned when I was a teen I was very depressed for a while with basically no ups. I feel like I usually have a bad few days with some random ups, and then a few good days with some random downs (like once a day for a couple hours).

I worry the lows will kill me one day. I get intensely depressed, suicidal, and don't care about my life. If I had access to a gun I would kill myself with it, when I feel like that. Now though, that I'm feeling good? I feel hopeful, full of life and energy, like dying is the last thing I want to happen to me. And especially if things actually don't look good in life and I don't bounce back quickly... I just would.

But I'm not sure if I want to take bipolar medication either. I don't want to feel numb. This feeling of happiness is amazing, it fills me, I just want it to stay around. If my issue isn't bipolar, this could be my normal. But obviously if it is bipolar or something like it... then its not normal and the lows won't lift themselves.

I guess I'm just looking for opinions, my current thought is to keep pushing on transitioning and see if the lows clear up on their own. I honestly have no idea if what I'm describing is normal emotional changes or not. The lows I'm pretty sure are not normal, because they do get bad enough I'll self harm or not eat for a day. Anything to avoid them.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 58 points 4 months ago* (last edited 4 months ago)

twitter, twitter 2

Looks like the shooter might have been wearing a demolition ranch shirt, who is a very large (11m subs) gun youtuber. I will be interested to see what the news makes of this.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 67 points 4 months ago

we got a touch-grasser among us

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submitted 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago) by BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net to c/news@hexbear.net

I know not many of you care about LLMs/other ai models but I think this really shows the amount of loneliness and in our society. Look at how it presents itself on Google. As an AI that feels alive, always available, that understands you. People don't use this service to summarize text or get help with their programming homework like they might chatgpt. They are selling artificial companionship.

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Apparently it's 177 regions but I don't know how to check.

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submitted 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago) by BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net to c/chapotraphouse@hexbear.net

I have absolutely no idea what he says in the video and probably won't watch it. I just thought the thumbnail was really funny.

the video

edit: oh just to add he is a finance ghoul, so be warned. I only sub for the crypto and rap content.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 66 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

Our glorious government, their terrorist regime.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 143 points 7 months ago

Murdering people over traffic is very normal and well adjusted.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 59 points 7 months ago

obviously, we will condemn any, any violent rhetoric.

I wonder if these ghouls realize how ghoulish they are.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 60 points 7 months ago

This is kind of a silly question but are these drones/missiles from Iran actually being launched from Iranian soil, then flying over two countries to hit israel? Is that like, a thing you can do? That feels illegal (not that I care).

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 63 points 7 months ago

oh noes I'm trapped! I'm just the smol bean president and I'm getting drug into a conflict in the middle east! oh noooo

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submitted 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago) by BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net to c/news@hexbear.net

“Cow-to-cow transmission is definitely playing a role in how this disease progresses. To what extent, we don’t know yet,” Leibsle said. It’s clear that infected wild birds spread the disease to herds in Texas and Kansas, he said. “But the herd of cattle that came up from Texas to Idaho, the birds didn’t follow,” the state veterinarian said...

...Idaho’s Leibsle said “not all dairy producers will want to wait one, two, three weeks” for dairy cows to recover. Some producers may decide to send the animals to slaughter as beef animals, he said.

This bird flu shit scares me really badly.

archive.org

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submitted 8 months ago* (last edited 8 months ago) by BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

A very cool place to get drm free games may be shutting down in a couple days, download anything you might want.

edit: site is currently up

Also please give me game recommendations to grab.

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Almost exactly a year after they halted withdraws, it looks like the FTX saga is coming to a close. Sentencing won't be until March though.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 142 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

There's a distinct lack of rants, so I'll toss my annoyance out there.

There were days where covid in the US was killing a 9/11 amount of people every day and so many of the chuds who act like 9/11 was the worst thing ever did not give a fuck. And it pisses me off so bad. It's the perfect "one death is a tragedy, a million a statistic" trap so many people fall into and that always pisses me off. One person dies because of weed - nation wide story. Tens of thousands die from alcohol - who gives a damn.

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net to c/news@hexbear.net

fbi.gov

Based Korea kim-peace

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