March was pretty solid in the LGOrcStreetSamurai part of the universe. I'm making strides in a lot of areas but I'm also realizing two things.

The first being how far I have to go to get where I want to be in terms of physique, mental acumen, reading, and generally all my goals. I have quite a long road ahead of me and it won't be easy either. I'm very glad I'm making progress, but it's one of those things you don't realize how far you are until you start moving towards something. Staying still in has been detrimental in the sense I stagnated a lot over the last couple of years and being in motion for a few months doesn't magically fix everything.

The second thing i realized was how bad a lot of areas of my life was. For example I didn't realize just how depressed I had been until i cleaned out my apartment and i realized I hadn't really cleaned it in months. Which is kind shameful in a sense but then again you don't think about your chains until you try and move. Yeah it sucks, part of breaking the chains yanking on them and hit them over rocks and all those sorts of things. I was really in a bad spot for a long time and i'm not quite out of it but I think people don't really realize how bad things are until you take account of conditions. Which is part of the reason I think people don't do it because it's really sad to see how shitty things are for real. Taking a honest and sober account of things makes you realize how fucked things are.

However, I see that an opportunity to at least start trying. Yes I'm in debt and unhappy and a host of other things, but i'm taking action to address them and actively doing better in a lot of ways so I'm very proud of myself in that sense. I'm also really happy that katz like @moonlake@hexbear.net do these weekly threads because I really benefit from knowing that internet people I will likely never ever know are also struggling and getting better too.

I want to journal daily

It's really a cheat-code to discipline. I know it's a bit cliche, but just writing down your thoughts daily will really help you recalibrate somethings and it's one of those things that's truly zero cost (other than the time to do it and being honest with yourself if you count those as costs) and it's all benefit. You lose nothing and gain a lot by doing it.

keep up the language and exercise rigor

Which language are you learning? May I also ask for what reason? Just for fun? Or maybe to travel?

check some books off my reading list

I will always encourage everyone to hit up their local library and check out books. It gives a bit of an artificial time limit and for me at least it forces me to actually read the damn book.

find full time work.

Same brother. Same.

I'll claim my 4th month nicotine free

Communism is built when you aren't ruled by a chemical addiction that the MEGACORPS pump into your body. Love to see people post a strong streak like that.

. My plans for April are to finally begin my cut and drop some weight and maybe see abs for the first time in my life. I don't know, maybe I'll find a good sport to get into or something.

Hot boy Summer. Go get 'em bro!

I want a job where I can finally GTFO Ohio.

A reasonable response to being in Ohio.

What can I do to help me better understand what I might like? For people here, was your major/job love at first sight or did you really have to put in a lot of effort to like it?

Personally I like computers and math. Luckily that happens to be a "profitable" profession, but even it weren't I think i'd still want to go into computers and math. My general advice is find something you enjoy in your life or at very least something you find interesting and start from there and branch out. So long it's vaguly rooted in something you genuinely kinda dig can explore and find something that overlaps your skills and interests and hopefully can earn some decent scratch.

This friday plan on taking my forklift certification test and getting that on my resume

Hide your partners out @Wmill@hexbear.net might scoop up them up when they drop that Forklift certification

trying to apply for a localish union to learn heavy machine operations as an apprentice

union-man Hell yeah, I hope Heavy Operations apprentice can fetch you some decent coin. union-man

exercising and eating which has actually improved my sleep!

Hell yeah!

Love to see those positive feedback loops. It's one of those things I wish more katz realized that fixing one thing often makes easier to fix other things, on a personal and social level as a matter fact!

[-] LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net 101 points 2 months ago

The media is going say some wack shit like "he appears" or "does strange salute" or some other bullshit. Don't let them twist the image.

"The press is so powerful in its image-making role, it can make the criminal look like he's a the victim and make the victim look like he's the criminal. This is the press, an irresponsible press. It will make the criminal look like he's the victim and make the victim look like he's the criminal. If you aren't careful, the newspapers will have you hating the people who are being oppressed and loving the people who are doing the oppressing." - Malcolm X

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Even if there doesn't seem to be progress keep showing up. Showing up and doing the thing is the only way there is an opportunity for growth and betterment. Not doing the thing doesn't create the opportunity for it to get better. Even weird abstract moral, behavioral or even philosophical things require you to "show up" for them. Show up the the thing that it may improve. Even if you "show up" for like five minutes show up for that five minutes as best you can.

Through the power of comradely love and Communism we all gonna make it. Keep showing up. solidarity

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submitted 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago) by LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

Tons of indie horror games to choose from, from real human dorks, artists, and weirdos not MEGACORPS. Check out and post which games you're feeling. I like the look of "PRISON OF HUSKS", "ECHOSTASIS", "Painted In Blood", and "HUNTSMEN".

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submitted 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago) by LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

It's REALLY bad on Steam, but on many online platforms (sadly even itch.io) there is so much damn shovelware. Not even "slop" something below "slop", sludge is the only word I can think of (no disrespect to Sludge Life 1 & 2, great games go play them). It clogs up online storefronts and really ruins searching games by tags.

It's really annoying that my personal favorite genre, "immersive sim" has been utterly flooded with these shovelware games. Unless I know exactly the name of a game, I cannot find anything worthwhile. Good games, small games, gems of yesteryear, all that sort of stuff is just hidden by this layer of sludge. I like to browse storefronts (digital and physical) and just check stuff out, get a feel for what's out there, but you can't do that when there is "XYZ simulator: prologue" every other item.

It fuckin' sucks. I really do think many real good games get lost in the sludge pit and have to hope that some internet video essayist/review or something discovers it by chance. I'm not saying everything is an undiscovered legend but I am saying, I can't even find games on most of these storefronts because the whole thing is flooded with effectively spam games.

(I then feel bad that these scumbags can get a game on steam and i can't even hack together a playable game jam thing, but that's a different post)

[-] LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net 85 points 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago)

There are like two MEGACORPS that run educational textbook industry. I know many students who used Z-Library to get their textbooks. It's crazy that IP law is ALWAYS about money, nothing else. IP law does nothing but get in the way of education and knowledge creation. Z-Lib was the plug.

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submitted 8 months ago* (last edited 8 months ago) by LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net to c/movies@hexbear.net

I just watched "Vampire Hunter D" for the first time. It rules, I can also see its influence in a lot of other anime, scifi, and other cool nerd shit. It's really a shame I have never sat down and watched it until now. It fuckin' rips!.

I need more animated films of that era that aren't made for the selling of toys. Doesn't have to be anime but really any sort of sleeper/underrated animated films from the 80s and 90s. I need more animated cinema.

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submitted 8 months ago* (last edited 8 months ago) by LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net to c/technology@hexbear.net

What's the mindset behind forcing a user to create an account to view the media on a page? For example an artist I like posts their art on Instagram and Twitter but I can't look at it unless I create an account. What's the dumb corporate rationale behind this? I have seen this on so many sites you can't even see what's there without an account? Doesn't it just scare users away? I know it certainly does for me. If I have to log in just to view a page I don't want to view the page.

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They are objectively on the highest of tier public workers. If you make a bracket of public worker they are automatic S-tier

[-] LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net 107 points 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago)
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I love the games (the Telltale games were peak), and I actually like like most of the individual members of the cast (aside from Kevin Hart, dude just is plainly unfunny to me), and I think Eli Roth can do a decent job behind the camera. However I know most certainly this will be a product/marketing platform in the shape of a movie.

Is the cinema landscape this bleak these days? Movie magic is being wasted on this slop. Goddamn.

[-] LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net 121 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

Anytime I hear "The economy is doing great" I parse it as "The king is so wealthy. The Lord of treasury boasts of his boundless coffers, he is rich, so I am too."

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net to c/technology@hexbear.net

I hate the current YouTube thumbnail meta. I found this extension and it just takes a frame from the content of the video and displays that. I believe that is fair and more representative of the video. I have been using this extension for a while and I find myself paying more attention to the names of creator and then considering if I want to watch the video; rather than being enticed by some intentionally inflammatory image.

I find it just make YouTube more enjoy in combination with Ublock Origin and YouTube Search Fixer.

Just wanted to share this extension with any Hexbears who aren't liking YouTube's thumbnail arms race of increasingly distracting images. I didn't know if I should have put this in c/videos or c/technology. I rolled a D6 and odds was c/videos and evens c/technology. I rolled a two.

[-] LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net 81 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

I don't wanna sound weird/racist, but the "contemporary true crime podcast" genre emanates a sinister MSNBC liberal whiteness I can't properly articulate. Is this off-base?

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net to c/news@hexbear.net

America can't build houses. America can't fix roads, bridges, dams, pipes, or power grids. America can't provide high quality education for students of all ages and stages. America can't build libraries and parks. America can't provide medical care to all citizens. America can't provide childcare. America can't support public arts or media. America can't provide public transportation. American can't feed the hungry. America can't better the lives of its people.

America is powerless to do anything, other than expand the military industrial complex.

$14.5 billion is some COVID-19 level wealth extraction from working people. American oligarchs and plutocrats stole all our collective wealth yet again.

guts-rage

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If you're overwhelmed by the bundle try to use this site to help find games for you. Support a real and meaningful charity and play games.

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Not exactly anime, but I still think this is one of the best animations online.

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submitted 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago) by LGOrcStreetSamurai@hexbear.net to c/technology@hexbear.net

I have been teaching myself more programming stuff for c/gamedev over the last several weeks as my ambition is to make a using Godot to share with people. Just making a game for the sake of trying my hand at a creative work, no real "profit motive" just wanna make a thing programming-communism. However, but I was feeling like I wanted to get back into the old-school C++ programming rather than using a game engine and was looking for a primer as it's been a bit since I have done it. In my quest I discovered Academic Torrents, I found a ton of great computer science courses and the last weakened synapses of academic rigor in my internet poisoned brain to fire once again.

I have always been for open-information (most just downloading .pdf files of textbooks during college) and stuff but I didn't really know about the concept of a Shadow Library. I'm finding myself interested in just learning more computer nerd shit for the sake of learning. I like the idea I have access to pretty much every computer science department that has a webcam and torrent link, I think that's good.

This idea applies beyond not just for tech stuff of course, but just about anything. I think it's really weird that knowledge creation is soloed away behind nations, institutions, and IP laws. Everyone everywhere should have access to knowledge for the sake of knowledge. I don't know much about the actual process of knowledge creation but the created knowledge itself should be assessable to everyone in a library sense. Knowledge is one basic things that makes us human and should be free and open to everyone. Discovering a website reminded that learning is just cool and worth doing for the sake doing (if that's your thing of course, if you don't wanna learn that should be considered cool too).

The promise of the internet still exists outside the walled gardens and I think that's pretty dope. So long as people wanna learn I'm glad that these sorts of Shadow libraries are there to help people.

Also support your actual local library. Light and Shadow Libraries are cool and lefty and good.

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