I'm so sorry for your loss 
Giving my lil rascals extra love today in his honor
leg wrists
Not trying to sound like a jerk in case you're doing a lil' goof but if you're ESL and were unsure of the English word for that body part, it's "ankle"
(leg wrist sounds more fun tbh though)
Congrats on the music stuff! I need to practice my instruments more and finding the time for it has been rough lately
stress, mental health improvement, near meltdown, sobriety
Had the kind of day yesterday where every inanimate object and technological gizmo were conspiring against me personally
Anything on a shelf fell off, anything I looked at wrong fell over, every app crashed or froze, Bluetooth wouldn't pair, a broom broke off in the bristle head thing so I couldn't even just replace the stick part without chiseling out the end of the old broken stick, etc
Just exhausting tedious stressful bullshit non stop
Still managed to make myself go to the gym and had a relatively good leg day
Absolutely gassed, walking funny, finally get to the shower
The shower curtain bar fucking falls off and on my head, don't have my glasses on, can't see shit to fix it, water still running and getting on the floor, just a shit show
ALMOST lose my fucking shit and start throwing everything and breaking shit (more)
Manage to do DBT self dialogue shit after I loudly curse a couple times and Velma without her glasses/McGyver my way out of that bullshit
Almost road rage at a dumbass not using their blinker on the way home and get pissed at my shitmobile's screechy fan belt for the heater/AC trying to defog the windows and punch the horn a couple times
Didn't lose control
Old me definitely would have and this would've made me go on an 80 proof 1.75L nosedive for a couple days, stayed dry this time
One day at a time 
The fuckin' way she goes bud 
My tummy is getting smaller and my legs are getting toned
I need to program more hip thrusts and lunges for 
Gone to the gym everyday since I got a new membership
::: spoiler weight loss/diet/exercise stuff Back of the napkin math, I'm at least around -1000kcals under resting metabolic rate at the same time I'm burning at least 1000 more than I usually do
Idk if I'm hypomanic or what but I have like no appetite and eating enough/hitting my macros feels like a chore
A lot of my meals have been 
+protein powder slurry
I'm making (re)newbie gainz quick and I'm just kinda dreading when I'm gonna burn out on this pace
For now though, I'm fixated on hitting various milestones and have lost two notches on my belt already in a week
Most of my lifts are frustrating and disappointing to me now, but I wasn't going regularly since early 2020 so that's to be expected, and I'm trying to not fixate on Number Of Plates and just find good working weight for 5 sets that's challenging but not "oh shit I'm dying/gonna injure myself"
I still think I'm looking terrible, but at least I'm trending in a positive direction now
Might have to pick some up
huupe
I HATE SILICON VALLEY STARTUPS
I HATE SILICON VALLEY STARTUPS
Target Locator go brrrrrrr
One of the most 
moments I had about the Floyd uprisings was when the lib mayor of Seattle announced a pause on tear gas being used against protesters like it was some benevolence she decided to gift upon the people, and it was literally because the SPD had ran out of it because they were using so much, and then they resumed gassing protesters once they got a resupply shipment in.
Cool fan made remake project of Lego Racers in development. Some of the physics on the boosts and turning look kinda janky and stiff, but the dev said they'd work in it and it's still a one person work in progress and looks really cool to me, I loved that game as a kid and always thought it and Diddy Kong Racing were underrated and way more fun than MK64. Customizing your own minifig and kart and winning new building blocks was so cool, and the item system with upgrades and having specific items other than boosts factor into the design of the track's shortcuts was awesome. Soundtrack was full of cute goofy shit that I loved too.
Please kill him in the ring Señor Presidente
strikes again
Remember when all the libs were aghast at Trump making the secret service take him out for a joy ride to wave at the hogs while he was staying at Walter Reed? "How dare he make them breathe the same air while he's infected!"
Man, I hope they give Biden the steroid cocktail they had Trump on when he had covid though. It's either gonna make his heart explode, or we'll get manic gakked up Joe turn into E1 Biden IRL
I like supporters who didn't get shot 
sick Banjo ROMhacks incoming
the devil's milkshake