no granny, i will not be taking care of my brother another year, if he want to come with me fine im applying to grad school i hate my life i hate this town this place killed my mother and it will kill me too, i hate it here i hate breathe here, i CANT KEEP LIVING FOR OTHER PEOPLE, I NEED TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE, I HAVE GIVEN EVERYTHING OF MY SELF TO OTHER PEOPLE WHO DONT FUCKING APPRECIATE ME. MY LIFE IS MY OWN. AND ALL I WANT IS TO GO TO A NICE GRAD SCHOOL AND TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF AND TO ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING HARD FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE.