Inertia, stopping everything and giving up would require slightly more emotional labor than the status quo.

I've started blogging about videogames. So I'm just enjoying writing about stuff and looking forward to my posts on Wednesdays. No one reads it but it's nice to write my thoughts down about games that I play.

The next chapter of The 100 Girlfriends Who Really, Really, Really, Really, Really Love You

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On any other day:

When a new chapter gets released:

Waiting for the day we finally and collectively eat the rich.

Figuratively: my family Literally: caffeine and sugar

Not asking that question

I really like learning things and every day I'm here, I have the opportunity to learn more.

Lisa needs braces.

Just good ass coffee

Mornings are pretty nice.

what keeps the water going while it makes its journey from the Alps to the sea?

The delusion that the world will inevitably turn out fine, despite occasionally saying the opposite. That, and the massive amount of stuff I still wanna do (games to play) and experiences to be had (music to be listened to, shows to be watched, computer mumbo jumbo to be learned)

My lucid dreams are unspeakably realistic, comprehensively and indistinguishable from reality. It's like waking up each night into a horrible dystopia.

In my nightmares, there's a global autocracy, a kind of maximalism of pain which forces people into mass slavery, but it's not even according to their whims, it's simply a price for existing.

I'd go on but it's too spooky and sad.

The rest of the time life's pretty good.

Sheer fucking will? A night of sleep? LSD? I dunno.

The next Warframe expansion

I'm too fucking lazy to kill myself, that's what.

Video games, tbh. Absolutely love it when a new, good FPS drops.

I like reading books, having meals with my spouse, seeing friends, listening to music, dabbling with my hobbies, and petting our cat.

Oh; and drugs

Sunsets and sunrises; a butterfly. Watching deer walk. The hope of a healthier, happier, world for everyone.

Blåhajar

gaming,developing sites,lemmy,discord,etc

Weed

Legs

My family and my dream as cliched as it sounds

KREBS cycle and curiosity

The self-destructive voice is a liar. We do not listen to them.

Anti-depressants.

Whatever it was, I forgot what it was today

You're looking at it.

Death being the most boring shit I can possibly imagine is pretty high on the list.

I DON'T KNOW

Video Games, friends and my dream of buying a sailboat someday to sail around the world.

Providing for my family.

I arrange to do culturally stimulating things in the evenings or weekends like seeing a concert/opera, going to an art gallery or a movie. The rest of the time I'm pouring effort into my career or long term relationship, which are both rewarding in the long term. Sometimes I like "switch-off" entertainment like sports when I've got a free schedule.