And then you melt down because you're very, very, very sorry and you know it's not a big deal but your brain is making you grovel and beg for forgiveness and you're sorry for acting like this and it's weirding everyone out and now you're sorry about that too, and now all your friends have run away and you're alone and sorry you made them run away.

Me: YOU ARE BEING COMPLETELY UNREASONABLE! Brain: I KNOW, AND I'M GOING TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD BECAUSE OF IT

🫠

I touched grass, give me my fucking dopamine. We had a deal!

All the random bold words make this physically painful to read.

And one day, brain did shut up for good and started to follow reason's evaluations of these kind of situations. And I hope it will happen to those needing this.

The unique trait of neurodivergent people is that they think about their brain as a separate entity

RSD my behated

Daily

True

"mentally ill" 🤢🤮