its trivial and happening way more than you'd think

people were doing this with human cashiers decades ago

i was just last week ranting about how horrible the denver airport is oh how i loathe it so much. plane travel is already terrible but to have to follow it up with navigating this demonic labyrinth makes me completely believe all the rumors about the airport being a shrine to Satan

slaps hood of registration page you can fit so many new usernames in this bad boy

I can definitely relate to the cognitive distortion angle, and that's what I often told myself. I never had put the brakes on though and fully stopped for a longer period of time outside of just vacations where it wasn't accessible. Usually this was fine because I was out somewhere new and exciting where I didn't need to be stoned to have a great time.

This time, going cold turkey in the middle of the holidays, after about five days I hit a fucking brick wall of horrendous withdrawal symptoms. I had no idea it could be so bad. I think this new perspective has shown that while weed can be fun, it has a major, lasting impact on my body and mind that I need to be more mindful of. It made it that much easier to stay away for the 3-week experiment and since those symptoms, the temptation to toke has gone away entirely.

Today marks day 15 of no marijuana. Trying to go 21 days for fun and also to re-define my relationship with the substance. I don't want to have to rely on getting high daily to cope with the horrors of this world anymore.