no i'm not seething right now. yes this will probably get deleted once i've gotten my rage out of my cage. why do men love to go 'yeah come over' and when i do come over tell me 'umm so actually my roommate is watching TV and we have an open door policy so...do you mind if we hang out outside i brought a shitty blanket'.
why was i so down bad upon first sight that i said sure despite everything being wet from the rain. why did we both actually have a good time. why did i tell him to give me a 'huge one' when he tried to give me a hickey. why did he listen. why did HE FUCKING BLOCK ME AHHHHHH.
As a leftist I wouldn't block anyone i had a literal 'we're doing the notebook except we met two days ago and instead of a rainy lake or whatever it is a rainy apartment complex and we're not fighting about your mother and also you're just railing me so not really the notebook at all' moment with even if they told me they ran the Ayn Rand fan club but apparently those who find me hot don't think the same way...
anyways please hope i feel better because if I get sicker I'm gonna keep posting since I cannot text them like 'i hate your guts you got me sick also would you like to hang out once i feel better'
Open door policy my ass, when the doors a rocking - DON'T COME A KNOCKING
thank you for saying it because i also thought it was probably the weirdest part of the whole thing. i'm like 80% sure he was just a bicurious dude with a girlfriend at this point because why tf would your roommate care and also i tend to attract those types like flies and also it is usually straight men who love to give hickies (why did i let him...why did i encourage it by saying 'give me a big one'...why did my manager at work ask to video call me today and spent the entire 15 minute call openly staring at it but refusing to mention it, actually based of her lol.........)
Yeah like I used to live with my gf in her home and I slept with her and her dad didn't care, so like I could see a dad being more upset over that than someone's roommate.