no i'm not seething right now. yes this will probably get deleted once i've gotten my rage out of my cage. why do men love to go 'yeah come over' and when i do come over tell me 'umm so actually my roommate is watching TV and we have an open door policy so...do you mind if we hang out outside i brought a shitty blanket'.
why was i so down bad upon first sight that i said sure despite everything being wet from the rain. why did we both actually have a good time. why did i tell him to give me a 'huge one' when he tried to give me a hickey. why did he listen. why did HE FUCKING BLOCK ME AHHHHHH.
As a leftist I wouldn't block anyone i had a literal 'we're doing the notebook except we met two days ago and instead of a rainy lake or whatever it is a rainy apartment complex and we're not fighting about your mother and also you're just railing me so not really the notebook at all' moment with even if they told me they ran the Ayn Rand fan club but apparently those who find me hot don't think the same way...
anyways please hope i feel better because if I get sicker I'm gonna keep posting since I cannot text them like 'i hate your guts you got me sick also would you like to hang out once i feel better'
Ayn Rand gays
i once did hook up with an actual Ayn Rand gay (i should've known when we had been talking about books and he said Brandon Sanderson was his favorite fantasy author. sorry to any mistborn fans reading this but he is basically every centrist/libertarian/mormon's favorite fantasy author) but didn't realize it until i was at his place and looking at his bookshelf.
It felt so good to tell him i was a marxist & didn't think we would be compatible because of that when he hit me up a few days later but even then, I never blocked him because I am not a coward.
meanwhile i'm getting blocked for not mentioning politics at all, being fine with laying on a small blanket in wet grass while a tree branch occasionally drips on me, and giving great head. i can't fucking win on this gay ass earth
Really does sound bicurious with a girlfriend or weird parents or something. Shit sucks fam
Having sex in the grass in the rain does kinda sound fun tho. I guess you just need to say you're gay Stalin maybe you'll find better people
it actually was because it was not humid & it only started actually raining heavily towards the end so the tree we were under sheltered us from most of it. although i will say the entire time i was thinking 'i'm gonna have a fucking tick on my scalp' everytime i laid back and felt my hair on the wet grass/leaves