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After surviving being stabbed, shot at, and fucking sexually assaulted I did what any normal person going thru multiple traumatic events does: I started to drink. I am so addicted to alcohol that I shake when I don't have it (I started drinking again a week and a half ago) and after ground scoring a bag of heroin, then smoking DMT at a punk show, I realized I need significant help. I've already been in talks with my ex over who can take care of our dog while I'm in rehab. I love y'all but I'm going dark for 3 or so months until I get in a recovery home. Leave the lights on for me. Imma try to nip this in the bud before I die and spend the next 24 hours absolutely spoiling my dog Basil, who I'm pretty sure I'll never see again after my ex-spouse picks him up. Imma buy him his fav treat: McDonald's fries and hold him and sob.

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[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 44 points 4 weeks ago

My ass in rehab is gonna ask the 3 times a week AA meetings how a higher power is willing to save us but lets white phosphorus rain down on innocent children in Gaza. Imma be loud AF.

[-] HexaSnoot@hexbear.net 7 points 4 weeks ago

Idk if this will help but I heard someone say that our god can be the highest version of our own self. That resonated with me.

If someones saying there's an omnipotent god that'd be reasonable of you to think

[-] frauddogg@hexbear.net 3 points 3 weeks ago

I've been leaning into Butler lately. "God is Change."

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 33 points 4 weeks ago

They need communist/anarchist AA

[-] CommunistBear@hexbear.net 20 points 4 weeks ago

Instead of equine therapy it'll be riding in a technical with general maintenance

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 17 points 4 weeks ago

I literally own an rpk (that is semi auto to comply with the feds that are reading this) SO IM HALF WAY THERE.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 14 points 4 weeks ago

Still have no idea how to drive tho

[-] CommunistBear@hexbear.net 12 points 4 weeks ago
[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 10 points 4 weeks ago
[-] CommunistBear@hexbear.net 6 points 4 weeks ago

I've already started my physical training

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Just waiting on your recovery comrade

[-] infuziSporg@hexbear.net 2 points 3 weeks ago

Alcoholics Autonomous?

Or just Anti-Aircraft?

[-] SorosFootSoldier@hexbear.net 26 points 4 weeks ago

Make sure Basil gets someplace safe, you're going to want him to hold on to when you get out. All the best to you comrade. Addiction is the worst, as one addict to another I hope you can find some peace.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 23 points 4 weeks ago

My ex owns a house in Denver. He's going to be okay but giving him up hurts sm

[-] SorosFootSoldier@hexbear.net 21 points 4 weeks ago

I know that feeling. I had to spend 3 months away from Mr. Softie and I missed him dearly, but your well being is important.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 20 points 4 weeks ago

I love you all, I'm exhausted and gonna collapse for a hot minute. Then take Basil to a dog park and try not to sob in public.

[-] corgiwithalaptop@hexbear.net 19 points 4 weeks ago

Sending all the best vibes. You can do this Care-Comrade

[-] Infamousblt@hexbear.net 13 points 4 weeks ago

Good luck comrade. You can pull through this.

[-] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 13 points 4 weeks ago* (last edited 4 weeks ago)

Good luck in rehab comrade. You've had a hell of a time recently

[-] booty@hexbear.net 11 points 4 weeks ago

Good luck comrade

[-] SpiderFarmer@hexbear.net 10 points 4 weeks ago

I wish you well.

[-] Tomboymoder@hexbear.net 10 points 4 weeks ago

I hope you get the help you are seeking

[-] VHS@hexbear.net 9 points 4 weeks ago

Best of luck comrade. Take care of yourself

[-] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 9 points 4 weeks ago

Alcohol is a sneaky one, I'm sorry you're stuck in the mud. If you need a meeting to go to when you get out, PM me

[-] HexaSnoot@hexbear.net 7 points 4 weeks ago

meow-hug You're taking incredible steps. I wish you the best in them. I'm sorry you've been hurting like this, you're doing Basil great in your efforts to get his human better.

[-] Esoteir@hexbear.net 6 points 4 weeks ago

Care-Comrade good luck comrade, we'll post in your stead until your return fidel-salute

[-] un_mask_me@hexbear.net 3 points 4 weeks ago

Wishing you a safe and quick recovery comrade, take care of yourself

[-] frauddogg@hexbear.net 2 points 3 weeks ago

Kick this shit's ass, homie.

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