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Because I was going through such bad withdrawal they made me go to a hospital to get medically cleared. I'm tired and I hope I make it this time. I also got evicted, my ex-spouse picked up my dog and said I can never see Basil again, and said they were glad they miscarried our kid. So I'm having a time of it rn. Love you all. Keep the lights on for me.

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Currently in a hospital bed just chilling, shaking, exhausted and going to rehab once I'm physically able to. This sucks. And my ex hasn't picked up my dog yet even though I've been in the hospital for days pictured: the IV tree of life.

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After surviving being stabbed, shot at, and fucking sexually assaulted I did what any normal person going thru multiple traumatic events does: I started to drink. I am so addicted to alcohol that I shake when I don't have it (I started drinking again a week and a half ago) and after ground scoring a bag of heroin, then smoking DMT at a punk show, I realized I need significant help. I've already been in talks with my ex over who can take care of our dog while I'm in rehab. I love y'all but I'm going dark for 3 or so months until I get in a recovery home. Leave the lights on for me. Imma try to nip this in the bud before I die and spend the next 24 hours absolutely spoiling my dog Basil, who I'm pretty sure I'll never see again after my ex-spouse picks him up. Imma buy him his fav treat: McDonald's fries and hold him and sob.

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God my dog is weird (hexbear.net)

This is how Basil sleeps usually

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Maybe she's born with it, maybe it's Maybelline. Or maybe it's an EF5

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 60 points 1 month ago

I'm glad the person who shot at me had fucking terrible aim. Like I own multiple guns, and would literally have to try to miss from 2 meters. This is just a continuation of terrible shit that is happening to me since I left rehab. I've been flash banged, stabbed 23 times, and shot at since I left rehab. Still somehow sober other than weed tho.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 85 points 1 month ago

My gay son who I'm putting my safety in so I can maybe catch 30 mins of sleep after severe trauma

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 65 points 1 month ago

This is America blasting on repeat really is the mood

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Some dude tried to merc me over my 7 year old android and that wasn't the worst part. The cops who responded literally searched me, made me explain my tattoos to prove they weren't gang related, told me to stop crying, and told me it was my fault I almost got offed for going to subway. I fucking hate America. The only reason I'll be able to sleep is because I have 120 pounds of "fuck you" guarding me. (I love my pitbull son)

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Look at this "totally didn't do anything" face.

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Just checked my tounge for over 8 areas I had a cousin who was insisting over the cake and I just casually dropped "Second Basil marks the Saddam?" And the threw me a ceremony bc *I WORE A BLACK TIE,

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extra blurry bc he is extra happy and extra vibrate

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Everyone's favorite gay pitbull might be coming home soon! My ex's gf is talking to him about how I would benefit greatly by having 160 pounds of muscle by my side and less lonely. His gf said she'll bring him here even!!! Good things come from checks notes getting fucking stabbed?

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What's the discord? (hexbear.net)

I need to share beautiful intrusive thoughts as they happen

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AHHHH HHH instead of going to a queer bar I proposed getting our nails done and going spray painting and she said yes. I'm dead.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 50 points 2 months ago

I had a cold and was struggling to breathe (gotta love asthma) so they had to send me to the ER. I did a few steroidal breathing therapies and was sent back. The breathing treatments drop your BP extremely. So on my first smoke break back I was sitting next to cute Bi dude and after I smoked my first cigarette I saw a pigeon walking toward me. It started "glitching" and I started seeing it sideways and unable to hear anything. Apparently I had a seizure from a rapid increase in BP from smoking and woke up in the icu 2 days later. Bc staff can't intervene (only nurses can) I almost died. A paramedic who was addicted to powder coke and from a different unit saw what was happening, moved me into the recovery position, gave me CPR, And stabilized me. He was discharged for "interfering with a medical emergency"

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 64 points 8 months ago

In Chicago during the BLM protests they shut down the trains and then raised all the bridges so you couldn't get out then issued a curfew. They literally made a giant kettle

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 75 points 8 months ago

China: high speed rail and efficiency

America: You have to be scanned and there will be a cop with a drug dog

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 45 points 1 year ago

If you told me the series of events that led to this I'd ask you to put the prologue to a Tom Clancy novel down.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 56 points 1 year ago

Is he divorced because this is major divorced energy

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 51 points 1 year ago

Its generally considered a bad move to piss off one major power but Ukraine has managed to piss off two.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 53 points 1 year ago

This is a real "which side are you on?" moment. You're either for helping trans people or want us gone.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 64 points 1 year ago

Love being immunocompromised knowing I am just meat for the capitalist grinder

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