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submitted 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) by Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net to c/chapotraphouse@hexbear.net

I am alive because of hexbears. Shoutout @corgiwithalaptop@hexbear.net for letting me crash while I simultaneously prepare to go to a psychward, figure out which shelters are safe around me. (It is zero. On god.) and just.... Try to get help. Chat, I love ya all.

Edit: Ill make a comment tomorrow after I meet a client, explaining how I went from a recovery home in the city, to the boonies a state away bc I had no choice. (I actually didn't relapse to get kicked out! Crazzzzy)

Double Edit: https://youtu.be/dtLMo17MxXg this song is legit one of the only things other than y'all keeping me like from not giving up

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If only there was a way to do all this with celebrity worship!!!!

What's that???

OUR FAST FASHION HERO

(I got hella beef with depop users, help me explain why it sucks concise pls)

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THIS IS MY MISSION. MY TOILET TO PISS IN. FUCK YOU.

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Literally stopped after what.cd shut down for opsec. I miss that shit. I know what I'm doing (lea-finger-guns I DO NOT, IN FACT, KNOW SHIT ABT FUCK) but I'm trying to find the current torrenting meta.

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RISE N GRIND (hexbear.net)
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#TheEastIsPretty

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This shit ain't hard, on god.

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I think that's a beautiful thing and everyone needs to know about this advance in testicle tech, baludio if you will. Shoutout to the person that posted :PPB: in the chat, luv you.

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Like..... Ma'am you abused my dog, stole my shit, and you never go outside. You thought that cleaning your refrigerator coils was praxis. Now you're telling me the DSA are planning an attack on a trans day of visibility parade???? did-i-miss-a-page

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Because I was going through such bad withdrawal they made me go to a hospital to get medically cleared. I'm tired and I hope I make it this time. I also got evicted, my ex-spouse picked up my dog and said I can never see Basil again, and said they were glad they miscarried our kid. So I'm having a time of it rn. Love you all. Keep the lights on for me.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 60 points 11 months ago

I'm glad the person who shot at me had fucking terrible aim. Like I own multiple guns, and would literally have to try to miss from 2 meters. This is just a continuation of terrible shit that is happening to me since I left rehab. I've been flash banged, stabbed 23 times, and shot at since I left rehab. Still somehow sober other than weed tho.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 85 points 11 months ago

My gay son who I'm putting my safety in so I can maybe catch 30 mins of sleep after severe trauma

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 65 points 11 months ago

This is America blasting on repeat really is the mood

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 50 points 1 year ago

I had a cold and was struggling to breathe (gotta love asthma) so they had to send me to the ER. I did a few steroidal breathing therapies and was sent back. The breathing treatments drop your BP extremely. So on my first smoke break back I was sitting next to cute Bi dude and after I smoked my first cigarette I saw a pigeon walking toward me. It started "glitching" and I started seeing it sideways and unable to hear anything. Apparently I had a seizure from a rapid increase in BP from smoking and woke up in the icu 2 days later. Bc staff can't intervene (only nurses can) I almost died. A paramedic who was addicted to powder coke and from a different unit saw what was happening, moved me into the recovery position, gave me CPR, And stabilized me. He was discharged for "interfering with a medical emergency"

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 64 points 2 years ago

In Chicago during the BLM protests they shut down the trains and then raised all the bridges so you couldn't get out then issued a curfew. They literally made a giant kettle

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 75 points 2 years ago

China: high speed rail and efficiency

America: You have to be scanned and there will be a cop with a drug dog

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 45 points 2 years ago

If you told me the series of events that led to this I'd ask you to put the prologue to a Tom Clancy novel down.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 56 points 2 years ago

Is he divorced because this is major divorced energy

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 51 points 2 years ago

Its generally considered a bad move to piss off one major power but Ukraine has managed to piss off two.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 53 points 2 years ago

This is a real "which side are you on?" moment. You're either for helping trans people or want us gone.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 64 points 2 years ago

Love being immunocompromised knowing I am just meat for the capitalist grinder

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