What I mean is that I have ADHD, I got diagnosed this summer, but sometimes I feel like I don't have ADHD in the right way. I struggl with ADHD a lot, and it really affects me, but for some reason I feel like I'm using it as an excuse or faking my symptoms. Even though I know I'm not?
ADHD affects me very negatively and it makes being in college way, way harder for me than other people. But hyperactivity is less of a symptom for me than other ADHDers (but still a thing), so i feel like im faking my condition.
Like, I have an official, medical diagnosis. Nobody thinks I'm playing up or faking my symptoms. So then why the hell do I get like this?
Also I very likely have autism but diagnosis is very expensive so that's another issue
Over the past few weeks I have lost five kilos 😎
There have been some ups and downs, some days where I eat way too much and more days like today, where I eat a salad for lunch, a curry for dinner, no snacks and feel perfectly satisfied. Also my workout today was apparently over 700 calories of exercise, and it didn't feel too exhausting. I've gotten so much stronger over the past five weeks