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My wife, the most beautiful human in my life was taken away after enduring a painful struggle with cancer. She was only 32 when diagnosed and died at 34. I know it’s disgusting to think this way but sometimes I feel like I endured more pain than she did albeit a different kind of pain. I know it’s selfish but I’m alone now without my best friend. She was my everything in this life.

I would trade in everything to have her back for a day. I would trade in my ideological beliefs, my humanity, I would trade myself even if it meant spending just one more day with my partner. To feel her weight beside the bed knowing she’s there, her body functioning and all the processes we aren’t conscious of that make us alive.

I’m a bitter person. I have a disdain for people who are survivors, for people who “caught it early.” I get so enraged at the thought of it. I find myself watching last chemo trial videos and the bell they ring echos throughout my spirit and I tremble with immense anger. Why couldn’t my wife be one of the lucky ones? I ask myself. I should have done more for her health and I should have pushed her harder into getting the right care, I should’ve cared for her health it was my duty to protect her, to protect the most precious thing in my life. Instead of just allowed her to waste away. We would eat unhealthily together and even though we’re both active and physically fit, well she was, was because she’s dead now, she was actively fit and cared for her health, she would still like a donut or a sweet every now and then.

I often think in the cliche “what was the straw that broke the camels back?” Was it the time I burned the rice? Was it the nonstick pan I scratched because I was too lazy to use a wooden ladle? Was it the deodorant I used? Maybe it was the frozen food I texted her on those days I wanted to cheer her up that I was at a store ready to bring home one of her favorite treats.

“Cancer survivors” fuck, even those words bother me. I’m sorry for saying it like this, I’m just so disturbed with the loss of my wife. I hate the celebs with access to the best healthcare getting all the tests that gives them to time to diagnose and treat with the best doctors and healthcare plans, the best recovery programs all whilst eating the best foods. It enrages me to no end.

I fucking miss her. I still smell her around the house sometimes as if she was present just moments ago. I delude myself that “she’s just gone out” and she’ll be back. I call out to her without even thinking sometimes. I can’t even buy the treats we had together because, I just can’t.

I want my human back.

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The campaign was expected to yield results within 30 days—but instead ended in a political declaration of success with no decisive military gain.

Trump approved the bombing campaign in early 2024, hoping for a quick resolution. By Day 31, U.S. forces had failed to suppress Ansar Allah’s operational capabilities and achieve air superiority. The group continued firing at Red Sea vessels, shot down multiple American MQ-9 Reaper drones (each worth ~$30 million), and forced U.S. aircraft—including F-16s and F-35s—to evade advanced air defenses.

American munitions were being consumed at a rate of over $1 billion per month, raising internal concerns about long-term readiness, especially amid tensions with China.

Despite the lack of tangible success, the White House suddenly ordered a “pause” in strikes on May 5. According to the NYT, this decision followed indirect talks via Oman. In return for halting the bombings, Ansar Allah reportedly agreed to stop targeting American-flagged ships, though they made no promises about Israeli-linked vessels. No binding agreement was signed.

General Kurilla, head of U.S. Central Command, had proposed a prolonged 8–10 month campaign to degrade Ansar Allah’s air defense systems and carry out targeted assassinations of key leaders—modeled on Israeli tactics in Lebanon. Saudi Arabia supported the plan and even provided a list of targets, while the UAE expressed skepticism, citing Ansar Allah’s resilience after years of Saudi-Emirati bombardment.

In the end, the extended campaign was squeezed into a 30-day window, and results failed to meet expectations. Pentagon planners grew uneasy about depleting advanced weapons stockpiles and the strategic strain it posed globally.

Smh wheres MY giant submarine riding man?

here's the video if your curious, I found it interesting:

How Fast Can You Softlock Every Animal Crossing Game?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-Ot8E6aIUM

“Well, well, well if it isn’t the consequences of your actions” except the consequences are pretty good

https://xcancel.com/atrupar/status/1921940869407481962

TRUMP: Because they're being killed. And we don't want to see people be killed ... it's a genocide that's taking place. Farmers are being killed. They happen to be white.

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Our problems have addresses

Former Philippines president Rodrigo Duterte has been re-elected as mayor of the city of Davao, the family’s stronghold, despite being imprisoned thousands of miles away in The Hague for alleged crimes against humanity.

Hasan Piker, the biggest progressive political streamer in America, was detained by Customs and Border Protection for hours of questioning upon returning to the U.S. from a trip to France this weekend. Piker posted about the incident on X and later talked about it on stream.

He was detained in Chiago and questioned for two hours about protected journalistic activities like who he’s interviewed and his political beliefs. He was asked whether or not he’d interviewed Hamas, Houthis, or Hezbollah members. He was questioned about his opinions on Trump and Israel and asked about his history of bans on Twitch. His phone and laptop were not confiscated.

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With my college degree basically doing nothing for me at this point, I have been thinking about going back to school and pursuing a trade. I was wondering what are some trades that you recommend?

Yeah, it was the cached dependencies, how did you guess?

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https://archive.ph/S1lTJ

The campaign was expected to yield results within 30 days—but instead ended in a political declaration of success with no decisive military gain.

Trump approved the bombing campaign in early 2024, hoping for a quick resolution. By Day 31, U.S. forces had failed to suppress Ansar Allah’s operational capabilities and achieve air superiority. The group continued firing at Red Sea vessels, shot down multiple American MQ-9 Reaper drones (each worth ~$30 million), and forced U.S. aircraft—including F-16s and F-35s—to evade advanced air defenses.

American munitions were being consumed at a rate of over $1 billion per month, raising internal concerns about long-term readiness, especially amid tensions with China.

Despite the lack of tangible success, the White House suddenly ordered a “pause” in strikes on May 5. According to the NYT, this decision followed indirect talks via Oman. In return for halting the bombings, Ansar Allah reportedly agreed to stop targeting American-flagged ships, though they made no promises about Israeli-linked vessels. No binding agreement was signed.

General Kurilla, head of U.S. Central Command, had proposed a prolonged 8–10 month campaign to degrade Ansar Allah’s air defense systems and carry out targeted assassinations of key leaders—modeled on Israeli tactics in Lebanon. Saudi Arabia supported the plan and even provided a list of targets, while the UAE expressed skepticism, citing Ansar Allah’s resilience after years of Saudi-Emirati bombardment.

In the end, the extended campaign was squeezed into a 30-day window, and results failed to meet expectations. Pentagon planners grew uneasy about depleting advanced weapons stockpiles and the strategic strain it posed globally.

U.S. President Donald Trump said Monday that the European Union is worse than China, hours after Washington and Beijing agreed to slash respective punitive tariffs and de-escalate their trade war.

"European Union is in many ways nastier than China, okay?" Trump said, as he lashed the bloc. "Oh, they'll come down a lot. You watch. We have all the cards. They treat us very unfairly."

Sorry about a hard paywall, but not much else on this yet.

Key parts:

• The text proposes ending the tax credit for new EVs (that is, 30D) on December 31, 2025 — with one exception. The credit would remain in effect for one year, through the end of 2026, for vehicles produced by automakers that have sold fewer than 200,000 tax credit-qualified cars between 2010 and the end of this year.
• The GOP has proposed an early phase-out of the technology-neutral production and investment tax credits, which subsidize zero-emissions power generation projects including wind, solar, energy storage, advanced nuclear, and geothermal. It also proposed significant changes for the years they remain in effect.
• The proposal would get rid of transferability across all of the clean energy tax credits beginning in 2028.
• The draft text would also terminate the clean manufacturing credit (45X) in 2032 — one year earlier than under existing law.
• The text proposes repealing three tax credits for residential energy efficiency improvements at the end of 2025.
• Clean hydrogen canceled
• Carbon capture largely unchanged