[-] Des@hexbear.net 26 points 1 day ago

it broke my brain so hard my head canon just says there was a total icehouse nuclear winter that encased the whole world in ice for 200 years

but everyone has no idea and ghouls were idk unconscious and it's just a blank spot. so the ice melts and you get a nuclear summer, toxic goo released like in Children of Time, and

radionucleotides become active again and react everywhere because the ice moderator is gone. oh and also every bomb was salted with Americium-241 and other crazy long lasting isotopes

holy shit why the hell did i think so hard about this

[-] Des@hexbear.net 14 points 1 day ago

my direct ancestors had a plantation and it weighs on me even if that ancestor got owned in the civil war

i guess if there are gulags for generational punishment im not escaping that one but that also means some revolution succeeded so hopefully the commissar is merciful

catgirl-flop

[-] Des@hexbear.net 4 points 1 day ago

i don't disagree with you there. look i mod the drugs com, and our #1 priority is harm reduction. and i know we aren't on it right now

i added disclaimers, i can add more for kratom. but it is undeniably used as an alternative to alcohol for many people (i often read the AKA testimonials and i was surprised myself), i can't conceal that fact.

[-] Des@hexbear.net 27 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago)

get ready for Dataskirmishes, a totally unrelated show by some guy let's call him Jones Alexander

[-] Des@hexbear.net 5 points 1 day ago

how's that even possible? by your second dose you feel nothing. your bloodstream is loaded with anatongists it's like being on narcan. only people that i'm aware of doing this are in severe, chronic pain.

it's not heroin there is no escalating high. at most you feel like you took 1 vicodin. this has got to be people pounding down 7-OH tablets, which is 0.05% of kratom by weight and purely synthetic

[-] Des@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago)

i know vastly more people that use kratom occasionally and responsibly then don't. not everyone has that spark inside that lights up when mu receptors are tripped. just because we have it doesn't apply to everyone.

much of the recent media blitz against kratom is due to the kratom lobby's deal with RFK jr to ban 7-OH in exchange for saving leaf kratom. not sure if this is going to work.

increase in addiction to "kratom" is mostly due to ease of access to 7-OH and highly potent liquid concentrates at gas stations. in high doses, kratom's natural antagonists are overwhelmed by the partial opioid agonists (or in the case of 7-OH, full agonists). thus, it behaves more like a classical opioid. and since the average person's first exposure to kratom these days is potent concentrate shots, they can more easily become physically addicted.

occasional use of leaf (or full spectrum concentrates) has low risk of physical addiction. leaf at less then 1-2 g a day could take months to develop physical addiction.

i used kratom to get off stronger opioids, and to prevent cravings or a relapse. for .50 a day it was a fine bargin to make. all my plugs disappeared, i fell away from the scene entirely, and can now taper slowly at my leisure.

but it is vastly more difficult to become instantly addicted off kratom because it's short acting, partial agonism, and delta action. too much and it's like you've taken Salvia, right down to the "flushing" effect, dizziness, and disassociation. it's like a built in braking system. also nearly impossible to OD.

not sure how this is ruining lives. there will always be exceptions. compared to every other opioid out there, it is the safest and best tolerated and that's an absolute scientific fact

[-] Des@hexbear.net 5 points 1 day ago

obviously. i'm talking about recreational substances though not good habits.

those will always be the superior choice but humans (and mammals) occasionally like altered states of consiousness

[-] Des@hexbear.net 37 points 1 day ago

"sensual" is the LLM shortcut for full on NSFW erotica just in case anybody is wondering how far it goes

pretty indistinguishable from late 90s/early 00s AOL style chatroom erotic RPs between humans. only guardrail seems to be strict rules on consent but i'm sure someone could easily break that

(not sure exactly how Meta's differs from this if at all)

[-] Des@hexbear.net 25 points 1 day ago

at least keep me around as a pet or something plz catgirl-cry

[-] Des@hexbear.net 9 points 1 day ago

Milei is just a smol bean, a tiny little guy

[-] Des@hexbear.net 35 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago)

honestly there's just better buzzes out there with less side effects, especially for social fun

  • cannabis (not quite the same, but great social lubricant if everyone starts sober and gets high together)

  • kratom (more medical utility but can be fun for outdoor adventures in groups. starts as a stim and ends with some sleepiness, so plan properly) (DISCLAIMER: not recommended for experimentation but has current and historical uses as an alcohol alternative) for more info check out layla's guide

  • kava (basically IRL synthahol from star trek. dials right in to the 1-2 drink buzz with no risk of further. downside is reverse tolerance and doesn't work for everyone)

  • some kind of GABA-B substance (more risky since most are research chems (F-phenibut comes to mind), often very long lasting, but all the inhibition of alcohol without being drunk and hard to black out on unlike GHB agonists).

(all have a risk of addiction as any substance but comedowns/withdrawals are significantly less then alcohol, as well as not being potentially lethal. also OD risk is either physically impossible or extremely difficult)

[-] Des@hexbear.net 51 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago)

while i know it's been made clear he won't just "become the old Matt again", you can tell he's using his big broken brain's neuroplasticity to rewire stuff.

he's basically learning to process language in parts of the brain that don't normally do it. if he's trying to convey more complex ideas he does this kind of word association. it's not grammatically correct obviously but you can tell what he's trying to convey. and then sometimes he'll associate one word with another, poetically, in his "strokes of genius" poem style.

as weird as this sounds it's like he's learning to conversate while peaking on a hallucinogen (this will make sense only to those who have experienced it)

he's still young and incredibly smart i think he will eventually weave these new pathways together into a crazy jumbled mess that works. just like how individuals have lost entire brain regions to trauma and eventually other regions replicate the original function.

compared to his first appearance on the show (post incident) though he's recovered amazingly

you will never get the old Matt back, but a new one will be reborn!! manhattan

(i am just a wistful hypothesizing nerdy girl please if i'm way off base or this seems ableist let me know)

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submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by Des@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

i know there's a vicky3 to hoi4 converter out there and I keep an eye on it's development, but it's not there yet.

All the HOI4 mods that try to cram in a century of historical events and alt-history into a few years do a heroic job but vicky 3 is so much better at setting up state of the world (social, economic, alliances, great powers, etc).

Full disclosure, I state this as someone that prefers the HOI4 build up phase over the warfare, but also think vicky 3 warfare is too simplistic and janky. So best keep vicky 3 focused purely on the set-up, the run up, the historical materialism and great social forces churning together in the shadow of industrialization.

Let HOI4 handle the big war and the frantic industrial conversion and tech rush. Why is that the "big war" vs a bunch of WW1 style great wars that broke out in vicky 3?

posadist-nuke Nukes. Fundamentally, that's what HOI4 is about. It's the last, conventional war possible before everyone can just start flinging nukes at each other. It's a ticking clock. The rush before the great equalizers that promise untold destruction to all sides. Whether you are leading a glorious global communist revolution or just rapping the knuckles of some unruly fascists (how dare you turn colonialism inward! uncouth!)

Obviously if you achieve global communism by 1936 there might not be a fun playthrough there. Maybe a reactionary/capitalist uprising to put down, or World War Leftist Infighting.

i've actually thought that if I finish a good run of Vicky 3 and like the result that I might just transfer what I can using the converter and try to make a bunch of focus trees based on my game's historical lead up. Using whatever tools I can find since my modding skills are limited to edits.

Anyone else thought of this as something that sounds really great together? your peanut butter + chocolate?

small addition: this is about converting Vic3 playthrough to HOI4 and playing it as a "long HOI4", not actually combining the games into one system.

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basically treated like that by everyone from TNG on.

and everyone still created and appreciated art. shows how this shit could be integrated into FALGSC

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submitted 5 months ago by Des@hexbear.net to c/news@hexbear.net

not sure if legit. Evans did a short ep on his shitty podcast about it and has this article.

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submitted 6 months ago by Des@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

I was almost burned out on this game because it kind of stresses me out with all the game of thrones shit. Been really struggling to just get an ahistorical set up to transfer to EU4 and maybe Victoria later.

Stumbled upon "Crusader Wars" and already had Attila from forever ago. Sure it's got plenty of jank from that era of Total War but wow it's fun to actually fight the battle yourself and have every soldier from your army in the battle, accurately simulated as appropriate units, and transfer every casualty back to Ck3. If the battles get too large, like they do late game, just change the transfer ratios in the options.

Your martial skill converts to highly quality units overall, prowess beefs up your commander units, and knights adds special units of knights based on your culture. Commander deaths or injuries carry back to Ck3.

You can still fight battles normally in game if and save this for very important ones. Options for only your main character, or your Marshall as well, or every allied/friendly army.

Expect to wait a few minutes depending on your system to hop between the games when you fight a battle.

Seriously been thinking about how something like this could be used for other Paradox games to spice things up. The future of modding will just be chaining half a dozen seperate games together, each good at their narrow playstyle or something.

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submitted 8 months ago by Des@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

so i've done eu4, hoi4, the breeding sim. i get really stressed leading up to important conflicts. afraid all my plans will go to waste. doing tons of save scumming. either optimizing or cheating because my free time is so limited and i want to see the cool thing i planned happen.

but vic3 feels more go with the flow. sure, my goal is some kind of communism (national or global), but that's a long ways off and meanwhile i'll just let stuff happen and happily clickity click my little mines and factories into place and relax as stonks-up

it's the build-up phase of Hoi4 but lasting 100 years instead of 4

it really does seem like the most materialist paradox map game. you are just a passenger on a train of the forces of history. sure you can press the brakes or horn but you don't feel like an actual "living breathing godhead of a nation directing everything like an infectious alien hive mind"

so yeah. good sleepytime game. hopefully it gets better over time.
comfy

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submitted 9 months ago by Des@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

i'm really new to this game but have years of Paradox game experience, including a bit in Victoria 2. i've done some short tutorial plays with Belgium and Sweden.

i know lots of random decisions come up and there's significant rng. is there any way or series of steps to effectively neutralize the southern planters (civil war or otherwise), stop the indigenous colonization while also somehow protecting their decentralized nations from the other powers? as well as the best route to socialism, anarchism, or even tolerant liberalism as fast as possible?

right now in my experimental run im just doing capitalism as fast as possible as well as staved off a Southern Planter coup. i already reduced their power and im only building in the northern states and bolstering Intelligentsia and the capitalists. i had an event that allowed me to reduce the trail of tears effects significantly (which triggered the coup, but haha get fucked i stopped it, whigs are in power now)

im also trying to keep the indian territory independent and friendly. don't know what to do about the colonization that is happening at game start

i'll totally start my game over if there's a better way.

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just wanted to let everyone know that i do read everything, react IRL, and upbear. my social anxiety and ADHD has crawled even into my posting/commenting online which i was immune to when younger. i was wild in early forums and chatrooms

also not sure how long is too long to reply. things move slower in the lemmyverse but i'm so afraid of a reply being too "stale"

whats everyone else think about reply/comment protocol real or imagined?

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Hmm... (hexbear.net)

soviet-hmm

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A Gazan Posted This (hexbear.net)

from @1rrzs on twitter:

His name will be remembered when Palestine will be free

RIP Aaron Bushnell

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submitted 2 years ago by Des@hexbear.net to c/neurodiverse@hexbear.net

this is what i need/am looking for:

  1. note taking on android, maybe PC too.
  2. easy to check them off, ability to set it to push notification about specific notes
  3. tied to a calendar
  4. voice to text capabilities. i need to be able to dictate a reminder on the go.
  5. preferably free but i would totally pay for these features. just not subscription model
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submitted 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago) by Des@hexbear.net to c/art@hexbear.net

Commiepunk sicko-wistful I love the little details like the 3 arrows poster in the newstand. one for $, one for the republican party and one for the democrats. apparently the PUA is a democratic socialist state led by a coalition of the CPA and a socialist party. more art by Fan Wennan

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submitted 2 years ago by Des@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

this is my first run that's gone into the late game. i decided to actually run off a rather small galaxy with only 10 AI so my ye olde ryzen can chug through.

the Federated Soviets of Sol have successfully achieved full post scarcity (from shared burdens to utopian living conditions), full liberation for all sentient beings, and free cybernetic enhancements to make work easier. after developing full synthetic sapient AI we took an abandoned machine world and colonized it with some synthetics and then used our massive energy budget to buy and free every robot slave and settle them there to live free.

now with the help of some ideologically aligned allies we have become the Galactic Custodian and have begun passing increasingly more radical economic reforms to make class suppression by the bourgeois increasingly illegal. the galaxy is split evenly between egalitarian and authoritarian but the power imbalance is off the scale. meanwhile, the fallen empires are beginning to stir as our technology begins to match them.

the next most powerful political ally is unfortunately egalitarian ruthless capitalists and i can't wait for them to get fucked when we finally pass the Enforced Prosperity Mandate.

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